She told me she's unmotivated she says that's how she is she's always full of bullshits Just like me

I'm confuse again

It's hard for me to focus

I have so many ideas 

but they are stuck in an ambiguous place

my mind in my brain

intangible unmotivated clueless

My photos are everywhere

in every devices I owned

Colours are distractions
I can't identify colours
no I'm not decisive on choosing colour

I need a laptop

oh wait I need a dekstop

it's not true

I don't need asset that can be replaced

but wait is it asset or no

I'm stuck in between again

in between want and need

need and want

what I want

what I need

I'm lazy can you help me?